saya suka lagu ini pada hari ini

dga ajak la ow. hoho. dha x da mood. g nie nak plah. :) nyte jak ku pdh. xda peom k takorg baca. ahah. :D

asa gaok ko ya

calie ko ya. gaok la asa ko tek? nan aku tek, cipen upa ko. cuba ku suoh ko g klaka nan miak laky. miak laky crik kaie, mbak settel. bia mbak org. jahanam ko ya. puik!! ludah ku jak muka ko ya. hoho. xda mood terus ku ey. lantak ahh. lamak tok, susah ku nak snyum gik. stakat lam gmba, suma boleh. ikhlas o x, tuhan jak tauk derr. :P dah la. mlas ku nak pke2 sal ary tok. kali k2 ku asa sial pun ary.

paper exam keluar suda

frus menonggeng ku bha. cita2 ku mok jady enginneer electrical n communication seolah olah x dpat jak bha. subject nok penting lalu, fizik, ku fail bha. mun dpatt nak nggis asa bha. hurm. pa boleh buat. ku ambik ringkas bha. mcm nie la ow. mun pat, ku ambik d sabah. jaoh2 pun, kuala lumpur. ahah. full gik ya. ku x mok kuching. sabah org pdh pertanian jak. mun sabah xda , kl pun jdy la. p ku mok dekat2 nan miri. ku boring, ku lari agak mama ku. mun kl, pl brenang gik kat laut china selatan. lemas ku lak. aha. :)

dha2, add mate ku ntah ey. mate modern oke jak.  boleh la. tggu chemy ku gik. bio ku dha jahanam. agama ku terer. aha. mun dlok, ku jak2 slalu fail. aha. stat form 4, agama ku oke. bangga la skit. skit jak lorr. :)

dha2, ku moa chow. ku mok crik brang pake ku lyan. mok pake fb, boring. pake pa la??

tolong ingat kan aku.

he gave me the song. i loike it so much. ahah. :) ya ja la. besides that, i love this song lyrics. ue'll never be alone by nickelback. lyrics nya. jiwang abis. ahah. LOIKE LIKE LOVE LOIKE. :)

saya mao nggis

ku mcez punya mcez, gerek ku suoh tgga blog nya. tangga la tewk. background, aisehmen. jeles saya. PALOI BLOG KU. blog gerek ku dpat. ku x pat. tikam ajak laptop kaktok ey. cia beh.

nok pling ku sedih, title blog nya PAYAH PAYAH. tedah nya. dha la kaki nya lukak. knak d plah gya. cuba cdak kaki lukak. xpat pake ksut untuk sementra waktu. brik la nya beberapa ary suoh lukak ya ok skit. tok, suoh mantak2 pake kasut. cdak nie penah gya. cdak dok lam ekon, dok kat meja. jaga kulit putih. uhu.

dlok tem tsyen, ku pake tshirt n loa panjang. skinny pun ya. yah, kenak jeling teruuss. aiseh men. ambik screw driver cungkil ku jak mata. kakya, brik mkan ikan pirahna. ahah. ambek engko. ahah. bak kata kwan ku 'SUTT TERUSS'. ahah.

y ue so mean to me dude. i know ue rich, i'm not. dont treat me like im an animal. im human being for god sake. i think ue la kan, no heart bha. cuz for ue people that ue think low standard should have the worst treatment eva. fyi biatch, every one is the same. THE SAME. ok?

ugh, emo ku lamm tok ey. aha. sakti ku la. :P guro jer la. ri tok ku ku emotional. malm kelak jiwang abis. ehehe

merepak jak keja ku

skati ku la ku mok pa. hoho. ko sapa. ue see in my face. like i even care bout ue stupid. hoho.

ada cta tok. ku mok engkah background blog ku gmba mekorg together. lamak ku tggu, last nya pdh ' picture is too big'. ya ku dpat. cia beh. fruz nyawa ku ey. mok engkah gmba syg ku pun x dapt. blog org lain dpat juak bha. paku pun x dapat.

jeles suda sya. ugh!! cdak dpat, ku x dpat. nang anti bna blog tok nan aku. ahaa.

antok suda. gud nyte guys. :)

you n me

i love ue,                                                                             
ue love me,                                                        
past i play with someone love,
this tyme i've change,
cus tyme is passing by,
up to ue trust me or not,
up to ue wether ue stay with me.

i met ue at auto show,
that tyme only god knows,
what am i feel towards ue.
now on 13/9,
i'm with ue,
my eyes can't stop staring at ue.

after the day,
i'm so happy,
but at the same tyme,
i sad,
cuz ue said laike we're not meant to be.

for ue,
i've change,
for ue,
i'll do anything,
for ue,
ue'll never gonna be alone,
for ue,
i will not end up like this song.

I'LL BE MISSING YOU.

i hope ue always be mine. :D
(ayat jiwang la plak. hoho)

cyg soe. .

cyg soe k ayg edit blog nya k. .
ayg mnta maap kk. .
soe . . soe . . soe . .

FAIL ON MY FREAKING SUBJECT

bio ku fail lar. ehehe. add mata? ntah la. ku arap la atleast la ada juak nok lulus. ku mok lulus bha. dha la x lamak gik pom 5. mun spm ku gagal. fruz brabis ku ey. niat ku mok blaja bha. p ku x pat blaja sorg. hmm. ku mok da kwn  ku neman blaja. lak da kwn, klaka gik ow. ahah. adooo.

BIO KU FAIL !!!!!!!!!!!!!
ADD MATE KU ANCHO !!
KU MOK CAMERA.  adeh, camera punku mok juak ka? aha. ado3. demand ey.

O M G !!

ya beh. pdh umo dha 30 lbih. dah la kwn bpak ku. nya plah ku gik mcm ya. cia beh. dah la polis. tolong la, ku bok jak pom4 bha. bpak suoh mbik laptop sbbada gmba moto. awok la. mbik la tek. kakya, ku on ngam juak tepon bbunyi. ada mcez. ada ka patut nya cubit idong ku lamak lalu n den pdh ' ala, bzy nyer dyer.' cia beh. nak ya ku dpat trmak. nok tak. tok nang nmpak lalu kenja. plis la. dha la udah bebini. nak kaco anak dara org gik. sapa x gelik. 31/9 tok ada auto show d bintulu.  so ku pdh la nan bpak ku tek, ku mok ekot. nok si kwn nya tek tgan nya pandey g k muka ku d raba2 nya muka ku. n den pdh ' ekot uncle nak? pakei moto uncle jer. nanti kite pegi sama.' yah??? gerek ku gikxda plah gya. nya sama nak plah ku gya. gik mak bpak ku xda plah gya. asa2 knak cabul jak. gelik nyer nyawa ku knak plah gya. dha x dpat ngurat mak, anak d ngurat. tang anggap jak ku tok anak bha. jgn d plah gya bha. shit bna ey.

my syg :)

my syg. :) we met at auto show. by the tyme we met, i with somebody. ugh!! i asap in love with him. :))

happens during, before raya

ugh. WTF!! i'm so pissed off. ntah la pahal. mcm sial jak. xda mood lu mok aya. mcm2 jak hal tjdy. mcm pa jak. ada nok brik nggis. ada nok asa2 mok d tikam jak tepon k dinding suoh pecah bha. mun dpt dpan muka cdak plah gya. brik skit aty jak. bok tauk, boh kontek o pa2 jak. bok tauk.  bikin saya panas hati saja.

UGH !! LANTAK SIA LA. NTAH MOK PDH PA GIK. XDA IDEA DHA. MCM JAHANAM.

SAMAT ARY AYA NAN TAKOWG. :)

i'm a drama queen

i'm so a drama queen. i cheer people when they sad o something. but they didnt do anything to me. i never ask them to do somthing but i feel like so stupid. i starting to fall in love with him, then i cheer him up. but i feel like i'm fooling myslf. like so obvious he doesnt like me. not he the only one got prob bha. when i need someone, feels like they ran away. i hate feel love. cuz love hurts me a lot. LIKE a LOT. ugh. i'm feduo with the shit. from now on, no texting w him. eventhough i enjoy texting w him. ugh!! hard for me to let him go of my mind. jeez!! why am i easy to fall in love. like FUCK!!! i hate love. but love being in love. i like when people say they like me. but at the end, not now they gonna leave me. or me leaving them. hurm. in my teenange life, i fooling people feeling. flirt w them, den leave them. thats y i only leave just to break someone heart. i hate it. why am i doing this to them. like why them. when is my turn? im not asking o anything, i'm soorry if i played o flirt w their feeling. i love them, but when i meet someone new, i starting to fall in love w them. am i a PLAYER? i think i am. cuz, i cant stop playing w their feelings. :( ugh!! i hate love.

I Swear This Time I Mean It - Mayday Parade (with lyrics)

kehidupan seharian 1

SIAL. benchik bha ku. ku mintak tlong skit jak, marah2. benchik bha ku. kdang2 ku blit umah tgga blit brambo, rimas bha. lak ku engkah brang nya lam bakul mok d sesah bok tauk. nya just tauk on9 jak keja. mcm gerek nya lari mun x chatting. lak mlam, bmcez kakya. mun xd kdit tek x juak hal. tok x. ada kdit ka xda kdit ka. sama. ku mtak tlong kedak klaka nan TUNGGUL. mtak tlong engkah lam bakul bju xda guna, nya pdh xda. bla d cek2, ada juak kakya. mtak tlong ya jak. susah ka? mati ka mun plah keja ya? pdh kta lak, 15 min o 30 min kdak ya bok nya saut. bok pdh aok. aok jak bnyak. ku tauk ku pun sama bha. atleast ku try bubah. nya? ntah la. mtak tlong skit dha marah2. mcm JAHANAM!! sakit aty bha. dha ya, mbak klak mcm x besalah jak.

brang brambo, antu dak jin dtang bha. mok pdh detail juak ka? nak nggis asa d plah kdk tok. mok lwan mulut. bgus x boh jak. nan gerek jak nya tkut. ku tok sapa jak bgi nya. pake ulun gik da. pdh ku mcm ya, mcm tok. tok pdh nya ' watever' o 'skati ku' o mun x nya lari. nya ttup pintu. sama x sedeh. ku tauk la. ku slalu plah masalah. p, pelu ka plah gya? mcm xda guna2 bha. nya just tauk on9, mcez, kol gerek, blog. ya jak. brang d lam blit? ssah mok tgga nya kemas. ku lelah2 blit skul, nak nggis asa. maka dha pesan kemas kan blit. brang btimbun jak kdk SAMPAH. nak kua aek mata knak plah kdk tok. 

UGH!!!! BENCHIK BNA NAN IDUP TOK. SIAL. JAHANAM. MUN PKE2, NYA TAU DRI KU. KU BIAK DRI NYA. SENANG KNK ULUN.

demam week

my sayang demam. ugh!! SHIT. i think i wanna cry coz thinking of him. i hope he get well soon. i wish that i can go see him at his home. i wish my mama let me. i wanna see him without crying in front of him. i may a little easy to cry. eheh. i hope he's fine. I SO FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT HIM. jeez!! i hope he's fine. but he's aunty said his fever get worst n worst. what making me so worried, he said that hard for him to breathe. what happen to him. is he hiding from me? do he got some kind of disease o something. i wanna know. i so worried bouthis health. he's my ONLY ONE. even though me n him fight for small things, but i LOVE him. like LOVE LOVE. i have know idea what the HELL happen to me. i so worry bout him. ugh!! i love him so much. <3