terorristcrew

i caught my eyes on this photo album. cus in it. there i memory between me n him. omg!! i love it. hoho. i thought he hate me, threw it way. but the truth is, when my frens check tru my pon, they ask the same q. 'ue still keep this pic' hey, what to say. the best memories evah!!! up to me. if cant, if i got so much money. i want the pics print out n put it into some album. evry tyme o evry sec i think o see the pic, it makes me happier. gosh i don noe y, but he's the first. he might think i talk shyt. but, the's the first. look tru my old pon, there's no my exs pic. but him, still. i cant get him out of my head. like a few hours ago, i see him smiling. coz of him, he makes my world more happier. but what the hell i break up w him. i broke his heart. i crushed his freaking heart. i had a crush on him. but, y it cant be stay love? coz of him, i cried. coz of him, i laugh. coz of him, i'm out of my mood. coz of him, i wait. coz of him, i feel the love he gave me. but y, him? i wish i never broke his heart. i think, hurm. hard for me to say. cuz, i hate myself coz broke his heart. jeez. i stiill love him. but y, i break up w him. if he's the one for me. he wait. if not, just risk the fact dat he's not the one. hurm. his picture, his smile, his way treat me, his way show me how he feel. i love him. y i cant get he out of my memories. in my head, only him. thinking of him. y i do those things to him. cut the fact, i still love him. if i said to him, no use oso bha. thats y started smoke. i cant stand my feelings towards him. huh!! he going to kchg tomorrow. i wish i can meet him. just for a while. a good luck hug. ugh!! i wish i can hug him. huh!! no words cant prove it. 

emosi

14.10 ku telah menitis kan aek mata. tanpa sebab. bila ku pkirkan pahal ku ngis? ri tok, ku asa mcm org bodo bha. x tauk pahal. pendek kata. today is my bad luck. ku op pon ku. ku asa nak op jak fb. kali tok permanent. mun ku op, mcm nie dak aunty ku nak kontek nan mak ku? nang la mak ku da fb. p cdak depends nan ku. ku sa mcm org bodo bha. pa org pdh. awok. mcm jahanam. dri stat msok keta blit skolah. knak marah terruss. xda mood lu jak ri tok. ntah ey.!! mun dlok, ku lepas geram cra len. ku nak pdh nan org, mcm nie? pake tetak ajak bha. xda guna juak. ntah ey. ilang dha idea ku. do cigarette help me? :(

aku putus asa

aku skit, aku ngis, ku mrayu, ku xplen. xda guna gik dha. word aku ko x kan cyak pun. ku pdh bna, ko plentey. ada masa ta plentey, da masa ta cyez. p bgi kw, suma masa sama. plentey jak keja. smpe bila? 

unknown

nyawa ku x nyaman. ingat tek bjlan g paxen lupak dha skit. duhal, mkin jahanam gik ada. tmbah, bila org pdh ku akan gmbira mun nya tek xda mcz nan ku. CELAKA. ingat ku akan gmbira ka bila d plah gya. kontek dyam2 nan org dekat nan aku. panas aty ku. sedeh aty ku. mun mcm ya, xda guna kontek. gus tuka num. xda guna smpan num lamak bha. bak kata org buang sial. haha. lak ku pdh mc ya mcm tok, hsil nya cdak anggap ku x mok bkwn nan cdak. ntah ey. bila ku mcm pdh tok, d plentey. sapa x marah. nak ngis asa ey. tem blas mcz cdak ey, ngis asa, tahan asa jak blas mccz cdak. ku pun xtauk pahal cdak mesty anggap gya. ku pdh gya, lak cdak tnyak pa slah cdak. pke la. ku tauk slah ku suma bha. mun asa bna syg, jgn plah ku pitok. ku bkan binatang bha. ku maseh da prasaan bha. bila d plah mcm tok, putus asa nak idup. kali k2 ku asa nak bunoh drik. cia beh. nang sial. ku ngis pun xda guna. aek mata ku xda harga bgi cdak bha. ku pdh alm  tok pun, mcm cdak cyak. slah ka bgi aku mok bkwn nan ex nya blit. ku tauk ku emn prasaan cdak. ku mok tebus blit. ku mok bkwn. salah ka? nang salah abis ka? ku mok bkwn pun salah ka? mun mcm ya. gus x boh gek. kwn senang cta. kwn senang gik. kwn makan kwn. ya jak. xda mcmtok trus. xda kontek trus nan kwn. nan gek ada gik kontek nan cdak bha. sial na idup mcm tok. mun tauk, nyesal ku trimak cdak. sory to say la. puus asa iup mcm tok. bila ku pdh mcm ya ka mcm tok ka. xda guna bha. SAMPAH !!! ntah ey. bila kenang2, dri mula2 ku bgerek suma kua word sama. nyesal nyesal. PUTUS ASA KU MOK IDUP. bkan sbb putus cinta, bkan sbb kw. sbb ku ptus asa bila org kua word sama. aku putus asa!!

salah anggap

lawak bna ey. aha. ada la miak tek chat nan ku. plik2 jak d anta. anok blit punya pasal. mtak tlong org. ahah. kakya cek punya gmba, geng 3 line duhal. ahah. adoo. ku kaco slah org la. aha. ya jak la cta nya tek. huhu. mok pdh tkut nan mia ya, x juak. ku dulik pa. miak ya kaco dlok. mati sama mati la. ku pedulik pa. jgn jak nya crik ku. nya crik, crik la cia. huhu. x ku ksah. pdh geng mlayu, p ganas lu jak. ahah

10.55 am 8/10/10

NO IDEA !!! HILANG DHA IDEA. MAREK ADA BRANG MOK D TULIS. UGH!! STUK IN MY HEAD. LALALA 

apa mao tulis ow? hurm.

testing..

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dont trust me

6.30 am 6/10/10

i'm not going to school. i'm sick. i sick of pretending. i sick of playing people's feeling. i'm soory. talking bout love. i don know shyt bout love. i love being love, being hug, holding hands w the guy i fall into. but somtymes, eventhough they say the love ue, i don even feel thats real. i love them. but just for a while. i'm soory, this is the real me. yes, i fall in love w them. but just for a while. cuz, i'm easy to fall in love n easy to feel freaking bored w somone. but i tried to fight the boredness. :) somtymes i can't. n i ask for breakup. i break up w them cuz, i don wanna played w their heart. somytmes, i ask n hard for me to let them go. shyt. i don no wat the hell i'm talking about. aha. i love them. yes i do. but, they make me bored of them. how come? ne boleh pdah. pke la. not bcoz of, they poor o somting. no. for me, that wasn't an excuss. 

johaifaa aizat

my wosrt nightmare. ahaha. nang la ow. nya ssah nak lepas kan aku. uhuhu. sory la. ku pat trimak nya bha. ckup la nya anok ku mcm2. bnyak2 ku mcz org ey, pake ku lpas geram ajak. ku x tauk cne. ku mok crita, lak eply 'ouh'. lak xda respon. nie ku mok. aha. ku pun mlas nak bcrita. ku nie mok knk cop mtak simpati. ckup2 la nya. nya dha anok ku mcm2. ckup form 2 knak anok. tok knak anok gik ya. cm nyesal jak ku temu miak ya. nang nyesal abis. nyesal ku crita sal khdpan lepas ku. mun pat, ku mok trit blit tem ku mcz miak ya. ku x mok lu temu miak tok. aha. nang nyesal abis. uhuhu. bodoh. sial, jahanam. dha d kol, dyam. lam mcz, anok mcm2. kol, dyam. palat miak ya. nang sial. uhuh. wlpun nya anok ku, mun pat kwn la. snng gik. knal agk. but, i'm young dude. i'm a girl who still having fun w her life. watevr dude. like i even care shit bout ue. haha. 

mohd shafarisman

tolong ingatkan aku, lagu nok d berik nya dgan aku. bial ku tgga blog nya, hmp, ku mtak maap dri ujong ambut pei ujong kaki. nya xda plah sah pa2 pun kat aku. p, apahal nya sa drik nya x lyak bkwn nan aku? hmp. mcm xda guna bha nya bkwn nan aku lamak tok. bila nya pdh gya, hanaya tuhan jak tauk btapa kechik aty ku. nang, umph. kechik abis ey. hanya tuhan jak tauk btapa ancho aty bila nya pdh gya. ku gnie2, mok bkwn. mun gerek dpat, apahal kawn x dpat? x sial apa dak ya. xda guna la kaseh syg nok ku brik nan nya. hmm. ku pun xtauk gni nak pdh. ku maseh nak bkan bha. pa slah nya bkwn after gerek. nih bgus gik kwn dlok b4 grek. kin, slah aku bha. nang perggh sial. ku pun xtauk pa nak pdh. lam aty, bak kata nya hanya tuhan jak tauk bha. mcm ya la prasaan ku. ku nie mok mrokok gik. ku noe mok men brang. ku ne mok gya. ku nie mok fiqah nok lamak nok jahanam ya. nya pdh nya jijik. nya x tauk jijik aku. ku xda org mok d adu kubha. gi nie la. lam dunia tok, tuhan jak tauk bha. gtauk nan org lain, heboh. cayak la. ku mun pat, mun mok g jaoh2 dri org len bha. mun pat, ku nang x mok nyakit aty nya. slah aku bha. g nie la nak plah. ku mtak maaf. tem ku n nya gerek, nang happy lalu. ku just x suka tem nya pdh ku mrah eventhough temya ku x. ku kdg2, mcz pendek jak ku eply bha. huhu. mcm nie la nak plah. mek duak kwn kejap jak. kakya, ttba gerek. ntah la. p, tem nya mbak ku jdy gek nya. nang happy. best giller. ku suka lu part ya. mun part, d rewind, d rewind bha. ku asa nya x mok gik tgga ku pun blog o fb ku bha. ku arap, tem nya bca tok, ku arap nya maaf kan ku. kinku nok x sesuai gerek nan nya bha. apatah gik, kwn nan nya. laky jijik, srg x pat tgga. mpuan jijik, suma dat tgga bha. suma jdy bhan k ngumpat. laky? pa pedah cdak ngumpat kan? da guna bha. uhuhuh. ntah ey. ku kata dri mulut xda guna bha. kata dri lam blog, xda guna bha. bak kata org, mulut manis bha. kata ex ku dlok ' janji manis, muka kachak, mulut jaik.' ntah ey. kebenaran juak bha. kan kan? ku dha pdh,  ku mok brubah. mun bna ku brubah ey, idup ku lam dunia tok. saat tok, snyum terukir d wajah, lam aty. jiwa raga suma maty. xda guna idup. bunoh drik pun xda guna. ahah. x knak trimak kubo. aha. dha la. tok psal mohd shafarisman bin anuar. :) 

saya suka lagu ini pada hari ini

dga ajak la ow. hoho. dha x da mood. g nie nak plah. :) nyte jak ku pdh. xda peom k takorg baca. ahah. :D

asa gaok ko ya

calie ko ya. gaok la asa ko tek? nan aku tek, cipen upa ko. cuba ku suoh ko g klaka nan miak laky. miak laky crik kaie, mbak settel. bia mbak org. jahanam ko ya. puik!! ludah ku jak muka ko ya. hoho. xda mood terus ku ey. lantak ahh. lamak tok, susah ku nak snyum gik. stakat lam gmba, suma boleh. ikhlas o x, tuhan jak tauk derr. :P dah la. mlas ku nak pke2 sal ary tok. kali k2 ku asa sial pun ary.

paper exam keluar suda

frus menonggeng ku bha. cita2 ku mok jady enginneer electrical n communication seolah olah x dpat jak bha. subject nok penting lalu, fizik, ku fail bha. mun dpatt nak nggis asa bha. hurm. pa boleh buat. ku ambik ringkas bha. mcm nie la ow. mun pat, ku ambik d sabah. jaoh2 pun, kuala lumpur. ahah. full gik ya. ku x mok kuching. sabah org pdh pertanian jak. mun sabah xda , kl pun jdy la. p ku mok dekat2 nan miri. ku boring, ku lari agak mama ku. mun kl, pl brenang gik kat laut china selatan. lemas ku lak. aha. :)

dha2, add mate ku ntah ey. mate modern oke jak.  boleh la. tggu chemy ku gik. bio ku dha jahanam. agama ku terer. aha. mun dlok, ku jak2 slalu fail. aha. stat form 4, agama ku oke. bangga la skit. skit jak lorr. :)

dha2, ku moa chow. ku mok crik brang pake ku lyan. mok pake fb, boring. pake pa la??

tolong ingat kan aku.

he gave me the song. i loike it so much. ahah. :) ya ja la. besides that, i love this song lyrics. ue'll never be alone by nickelback. lyrics nya. jiwang abis. ahah. LOIKE LIKE LOVE LOIKE. :)

saya mao nggis

ku mcez punya mcez, gerek ku suoh tgga blog nya. tangga la tewk. background, aisehmen. jeles saya. PALOI BLOG KU. blog gerek ku dpat. ku x pat. tikam ajak laptop kaktok ey. cia beh.

nok pling ku sedih, title blog nya PAYAH PAYAH. tedah nya. dha la kaki nya lukak. knak d plah gya. cuba cdak kaki lukak. xpat pake ksut untuk sementra waktu. brik la nya beberapa ary suoh lukak ya ok skit. tok, suoh mantak2 pake kasut. cdak nie penah gya. cdak dok lam ekon, dok kat meja. jaga kulit putih. uhu.

dlok tem tsyen, ku pake tshirt n loa panjang. skinny pun ya. yah, kenak jeling teruuss. aiseh men. ambik screw driver cungkil ku jak mata. kakya, brik mkan ikan pirahna. ahah. ambek engko. ahah. bak kata kwan ku 'SUTT TERUSS'. ahah.

y ue so mean to me dude. i know ue rich, i'm not. dont treat me like im an animal. im human being for god sake. i think ue la kan, no heart bha. cuz for ue people that ue think low standard should have the worst treatment eva. fyi biatch, every one is the same. THE SAME. ok?

ugh, emo ku lamm tok ey. aha. sakti ku la. :P guro jer la. ri tok ku ku emotional. malm kelak jiwang abis. ehehe

merepak jak keja ku

skati ku la ku mok pa. hoho. ko sapa. ue see in my face. like i even care bout ue stupid. hoho.

ada cta tok. ku mok engkah background blog ku gmba mekorg together. lamak ku tggu, last nya pdh ' picture is too big'. ya ku dpat. cia beh. fruz nyawa ku ey. mok engkah gmba syg ku pun x dapt. blog org lain dpat juak bha. paku pun x dapat.

jeles suda sya. ugh!! cdak dpat, ku x dpat. nang anti bna blog tok nan aku. ahaa.

antok suda. gud nyte guys. :)

you n me

i love ue,                                                                             
ue love me,                                                        
past i play with someone love,
this tyme i've change,
cus tyme is passing by,
up to ue trust me or not,
up to ue wether ue stay with me.

i met ue at auto show,
that tyme only god knows,
what am i feel towards ue.
now on 13/9,
i'm with ue,
my eyes can't stop staring at ue.

after the day,
i'm so happy,
but at the same tyme,
i sad,
cuz ue said laike we're not meant to be.

for ue,
i've change,
for ue,
i'll do anything,
for ue,
ue'll never gonna be alone,
for ue,
i will not end up like this song.

I'LL BE MISSING YOU.

i hope ue always be mine. :D
(ayat jiwang la plak. hoho)

cyg soe. .

cyg soe k ayg edit blog nya k. .
ayg mnta maap kk. .
soe . . soe . . soe . .

FAIL ON MY FREAKING SUBJECT

bio ku fail lar. ehehe. add mata? ntah la. ku arap la atleast la ada juak nok lulus. ku mok lulus bha. dha la x lamak gik pom 5. mun spm ku gagal. fruz brabis ku ey. niat ku mok blaja bha. p ku x pat blaja sorg. hmm. ku mok da kwn  ku neman blaja. lak da kwn, klaka gik ow. ahah. adooo.

BIO KU FAIL !!!!!!!!!!!!!
ADD MATE KU ANCHO !!
KU MOK CAMERA.  adeh, camera punku mok juak ka? aha. ado3. demand ey.

O M G !!

ya beh. pdh umo dha 30 lbih. dah la kwn bpak ku. nya plah ku gik mcm ya. cia beh. dah la polis. tolong la, ku bok jak pom4 bha. bpak suoh mbik laptop sbbada gmba moto. awok la. mbik la tek. kakya, ku on ngam juak tepon bbunyi. ada mcez. ada ka patut nya cubit idong ku lamak lalu n den pdh ' ala, bzy nyer dyer.' cia beh. nak ya ku dpat trmak. nok tak. tok nang nmpak lalu kenja. plis la. dha la udah bebini. nak kaco anak dara org gik. sapa x gelik. 31/9 tok ada auto show d bintulu.  so ku pdh la nan bpak ku tek, ku mok ekot. nok si kwn nya tek tgan nya pandey g k muka ku d raba2 nya muka ku. n den pdh ' ekot uncle nak? pakei moto uncle jer. nanti kite pegi sama.' yah??? gerek ku gikxda plah gya. nya sama nak plah ku gya. gik mak bpak ku xda plah gya. asa2 knak cabul jak. gelik nyer nyawa ku knak plah gya. dha x dpat ngurat mak, anak d ngurat. tang anggap jak ku tok anak bha. jgn d plah gya bha. shit bna ey.

my syg :)

my syg. :) we met at auto show. by the tyme we met, i with somebody. ugh!! i asap in love with him. :))

happens during, before raya

ugh. WTF!! i'm so pissed off. ntah la pahal. mcm sial jak. xda mood lu mok aya. mcm2 jak hal tjdy. mcm pa jak. ada nok brik nggis. ada nok asa2 mok d tikam jak tepon k dinding suoh pecah bha. mun dpt dpan muka cdak plah gya. brik skit aty jak. bok tauk, boh kontek o pa2 jak. bok tauk.  bikin saya panas hati saja.

UGH !! LANTAK SIA LA. NTAH MOK PDH PA GIK. XDA IDEA DHA. MCM JAHANAM.

SAMAT ARY AYA NAN TAKOWG. :)

i'm a drama queen

i'm so a drama queen. i cheer people when they sad o something. but they didnt do anything to me. i never ask them to do somthing but i feel like so stupid. i starting to fall in love with him, then i cheer him up. but i feel like i'm fooling myslf. like so obvious he doesnt like me. not he the only one got prob bha. when i need someone, feels like they ran away. i hate feel love. cuz love hurts me a lot. LIKE a LOT. ugh. i'm feduo with the shit. from now on, no texting w him. eventhough i enjoy texting w him. ugh!! hard for me to let him go of my mind. jeez!! why am i easy to fall in love. like FUCK!!! i hate love. but love being in love. i like when people say they like me. but at the end, not now they gonna leave me. or me leaving them. hurm. in my teenange life, i fooling people feeling. flirt w them, den leave them. thats y i only leave just to break someone heart. i hate it. why am i doing this to them. like why them. when is my turn? im not asking o anything, i'm soorry if i played o flirt w their feeling. i love them, but when i meet someone new, i starting to fall in love w them. am i a PLAYER? i think i am. cuz, i cant stop playing w their feelings. :( ugh!! i hate love.

I Swear This Time I Mean It - Mayday Parade (with lyrics)

kehidupan seharian 1

SIAL. benchik bha ku. ku mintak tlong skit jak, marah2. benchik bha ku. kdang2 ku blit umah tgga blit brambo, rimas bha. lak ku engkah brang nya lam bakul mok d sesah bok tauk. nya just tauk on9 jak keja. mcm gerek nya lari mun x chatting. lak mlam, bmcez kakya. mun xd kdit tek x juak hal. tok x. ada kdit ka xda kdit ka. sama. ku mtak tlong kedak klaka nan TUNGGUL. mtak tlong engkah lam bakul bju xda guna, nya pdh xda. bla d cek2, ada juak kakya. mtak tlong ya jak. susah ka? mati ka mun plah keja ya? pdh kta lak, 15 min o 30 min kdak ya bok nya saut. bok pdh aok. aok jak bnyak. ku tauk ku pun sama bha. atleast ku try bubah. nya? ntah la. mtak tlong skit dha marah2. mcm JAHANAM!! sakit aty bha. dha ya, mbak klak mcm x besalah jak.

brang brambo, antu dak jin dtang bha. mok pdh detail juak ka? nak nggis asa d plah kdk tok. mok lwan mulut. bgus x boh jak. nan gerek jak nya tkut. ku tok sapa jak bgi nya. pake ulun gik da. pdh ku mcm ya, mcm tok. tok pdh nya ' watever' o 'skati ku' o mun x nya lari. nya ttup pintu. sama x sedeh. ku tauk la. ku slalu plah masalah. p, pelu ka plah gya? mcm xda guna2 bha. nya just tauk on9, mcez, kol gerek, blog. ya jak. brang d lam blit? ssah mok tgga nya kemas. ku lelah2 blit skul, nak nggis asa. maka dha pesan kemas kan blit. brang btimbun jak kdk SAMPAH. nak kua aek mata knak plah kdk tok. 

UGH!!!! BENCHIK BNA NAN IDUP TOK. SIAL. JAHANAM. MUN PKE2, NYA TAU DRI KU. KU BIAK DRI NYA. SENANG KNK ULUN.

demam week

my sayang demam. ugh!! SHIT. i think i wanna cry coz thinking of him. i hope he get well soon. i wish that i can go see him at his home. i wish my mama let me. i wanna see him without crying in front of him. i may a little easy to cry. eheh. i hope he's fine. I SO FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT HIM. jeez!! i hope he's fine. but he's aunty said his fever get worst n worst. what making me so worried, he said that hard for him to breathe. what happen to him. is he hiding from me? do he got some kind of disease o something. i wanna know. i so worried bouthis health. he's my ONLY ONE. even though me n him fight for small things, but i LOVE him. like LOVE LOVE. i have know idea what the HELL happen to me. i so worry bout him. ugh!! i love him so much. <3

true me

people look at me, sometymes they say the good things. but sometymes they sya bad things bout me. thats make me. people that say bad things bout me sometymes don even knew me. they just judge me by my looks, by me whot the HELL i'm going out with. but seriously. WHAT THE FUCK!! i dont disturb ue, ur life, ur boyfy. why the hell they wanna judge me? judge ueself first bha. i feel like i've don wrong to them. if do, confront me. i'll wait for ue. they wanna slap me? fine. up to them. but just think, what did i do wring to them? hurm. what did i do wrong to them. why i think they hate me so much.

why? i've been trought enough. i had enough. i've been trought a lot. like when i was in form 2, they call me a WHORE. how ue feel bout that? it hurts. evryone knows bout that. even outsiders. makes me cry evry single nite. now, i still cry thinking bout that. how ue even know me but ue don know me well yet. jeez!! how ue feel when someone call ue that? how u feel? ue feel like killing urselt rite. like this is the end of the world. feel like there's no place for ue in this world. i've got no one. i've got no one to share with. to cry on. makes me sad.

WHY ME?? i dont even know ue. why ue judge me n call stuff like that. huhu. no one even knew the hole story. they jsut knew say, judge but doesnt wanna know the real me.

what a day :))

what a day for me. today i'm having chemistry test. its so FREAKING hard. ahaha. what to do. i'm so lazy to learn b'coz lately something came out of dont even where distract me. huhu. talk bout exam.OMG!! why teachers give such hard ques on us. ahaha. bout 3 que i didnt do. do know what the ans. so, after finished the que that i know. SLEEP TIME. :D eheh. nas n auf bring a small pillow to school. ahah. both of them look so cute. aha. especially auf. he bring a special pillow. aha. his very own 'BANTAL BUSUK'. ahahah. mmistake we didnt bring cam to take pic of them. ahah

bout tonight. huh!! what a night. me and my family went to parkson having a good time. i'm so tired. and today at parkson a looot of people. crowded to me. i'm so not in the mood seeing people so many. eheh. i have not idea why, but to me it making me stress and of out focus. dont know whhat to choose, think even smile. ahah. argh!! to make myself a bit of happy, i went to esprit. i found the perfect bag. ahah. but the price. dont even ask. ahah. :)

that about tonight. gudnight.

happy with my life :D

i'm so happy with my life. there's no way ue o anyone blocking my way. if ue do, ue just a garbage to me blocking my way to success n happiness. i'm so happy with the way i am. i love me, myself n op fos my family. my frens is my other love. i hate when someone say bad things behind my back. i really dont like. it disgust me when the person do that to me. if ue dont like me. comfront me. say to me what ue dont like. i hate it when ue say bad things behind my back. JEEZ!! it may hurt my feeling but its the best way. i know what to i do wrong to you. i'm trying to love honesty. being honest is the best way. make me n him, me n my frens, me n family relantionship last longer.

TRUTH? truth hurts. truth makes ue different. truth make ue think ue wanna change to be a better person. why some people hard to be honest? when ue starting to be honest bout someone, things ue shy, scare. but, ue gonna love it. make ur heart more peaceful. i loving the truth.

HONEST?? honest is best way. make ue a better person. make ue a person that can be trusted. :) try to be honest. try being honest. coz me, i'm trying to change.

no more frenship

yesterday was my very unforgettable moment. ue know y. there's no more frnship between us bcoz of her boyfy swear to god that my fren disturb her BOYFY. make me sad is, she trust her boyfy every single word came out op his mouth n never think twice. she blame my fren for old tyme story. my fren get in trouble. of course i wanna help. but both she n my fren was my bowling fren. i cannot be on one side. i tell her the truth. she won't listen. what making it worst is she tells every single person in her fb. WHAT THE FUCK. she said that me make it worst. but, who's to blame? i'm so pissed out bcoz of her. she believe her wanna-get-to-know boyfy den her fren. urgh!! she say this. 'if she is a true fren, den she won't disturb her frens boyfy'. of course. but, we respect each other. try asking, isn't make ue die. she won't. she bring her GENG to my innocent fren. giving her warning and so whatever. JEEZ !!

this gal name 'E' send me a mcez in fb. she say that what past just let it be past. but, she keep on backstabb my fren. why dont just be honest. me n my fren also get into fight somehow. but, we get along bcoz we tell the truth what we dislike. isn't hard for her to be honest. she make it worst. she tell every one in her fb. SHE is the one. she making this up more complicated n hard to settle in. BITCH!!

in other word SHE FIGHT FOR HER BOYFY. that we'll never know lasting or not. for me, waste of tyme. hurt to see when our fren texting w our boyfy. but what for we fight for him. ue think he will be the one? if he be the one, then what have ue done for him isnt wasting ur tyme. NO MORE FRENSHIP BETWEEN ME AND HER. NEVER KNOW HER, NEVER BEING FREN W ME.