terorristcrew

i caught my eyes on this photo album. cus in it. there i memory between me n him. omg!! i love it. hoho. i thought he hate me, threw it way. but the truth is, when my frens check tru my pon, they ask the same q. 'ue still keep this pic' hey, what to say. the best memories evah!!! up to me. if cant, if i got so much money. i want the pics print out n put it into some album. evry tyme o evry sec i think o see the pic, it makes me happier. gosh i don noe y, but he's the first. he might think i talk shyt. but, the's the first. look tru my old pon, there's no my exs pic. but him, still. i cant get him out of my head. like a few hours ago, i see him smiling. coz of him, he makes my world more happier. but what the hell i break up w him. i broke his heart. i crushed his freaking heart. i had a crush on him. but, y it cant be stay love? coz of him, i cried. coz of him, i laugh. coz of him, i'm out of my mood. coz of him, i wait. coz of him, i feel the love he gave me. but y, him? i wish i never broke his heart. i think, hurm. hard for me to say. cuz, i hate myself coz broke his heart. jeez. i stiill love him. but y, i break up w him. if he's the one for me. he wait. if not, just risk the fact dat he's not the one. hurm. his picture, his smile, his way treat me, his way show me how he feel. i love him. y i cant get he out of my memories. in my head, only him. thinking of him. y i do those things to him. cut the fact, i still love him. if i said to him, no use oso bha. thats y started smoke. i cant stand my feelings towards him. huh!! he going to kchg tomorrow. i wish i can meet him. just for a while. a good luck hug. ugh!! i wish i can hug him. huh!! no words cant prove it. 

emosi

14.10 ku telah menitis kan aek mata. tanpa sebab. bila ku pkirkan pahal ku ngis? ri tok, ku asa mcm org bodo bha. x tauk pahal. pendek kata. today is my bad luck. ku op pon ku. ku asa nak op jak fb. kali tok permanent. mun ku op, mcm nie dak aunty ku nak kontek nan mak ku? nang la mak ku da fb. p cdak depends nan ku. ku sa mcm org bodo bha. pa org pdh. awok. mcm jahanam. dri stat msok keta blit skolah. knak marah terruss. xda mood lu jak ri tok. ntah ey.!! mun dlok, ku lepas geram cra len. ku nak pdh nan org, mcm nie? pake tetak ajak bha. xda guna juak. ntah ey. ilang dha idea ku. do cigarette help me? :(

aku putus asa

aku skit, aku ngis, ku mrayu, ku xplen. xda guna gik dha. word aku ko x kan cyak pun. ku pdh bna, ko plentey. ada masa ta plentey, da masa ta cyez. p bgi kw, suma masa sama. plentey jak keja. smpe bila? 

unknown

nyawa ku x nyaman. ingat tek bjlan g paxen lupak dha skit. duhal, mkin jahanam gik ada. tmbah, bila org pdh ku akan gmbira mun nya tek xda mcz nan ku. CELAKA. ingat ku akan gmbira ka bila d plah gya. kontek dyam2 nan org dekat nan aku. panas aty ku. sedeh aty ku. mun mcm ya, xda guna kontek. gus tuka num. xda guna smpan num lamak bha. bak kata org buang sial. haha. lak ku pdh mc ya mcm tok, hsil nya cdak anggap ku x mok bkwn nan cdak. ntah ey. bila ku mcm pdh tok, d plentey. sapa x marah. nak ngis asa ey. tem blas mcz cdak ey, ngis asa, tahan asa jak blas mccz cdak. ku pun xtauk pahal cdak mesty anggap gya. ku pdh gya, lak cdak tnyak pa slah cdak. pke la. ku tauk slah ku suma bha. mun asa bna syg, jgn plah ku pitok. ku bkan binatang bha. ku maseh da prasaan bha. bila d plah mcm tok, putus asa nak idup. kali k2 ku asa nak bunoh drik. cia beh. nang sial. ku ngis pun xda guna. aek mata ku xda harga bgi cdak bha. ku pdh alm  tok pun, mcm cdak cyak. slah ka bgi aku mok bkwn nan ex nya blit. ku tauk ku emn prasaan cdak. ku mok tebus blit. ku mok bkwn. salah ka? nang salah abis ka? ku mok bkwn pun salah ka? mun mcm ya. gus x boh gek. kwn senang cta. kwn senang gik. kwn makan kwn. ya jak. xda mcmtok trus. xda kontek trus nan kwn. nan gek ada gik kontek nan cdak bha. sial na idup mcm tok. mun tauk, nyesal ku trimak cdak. sory to say la. puus asa iup mcm tok. bila ku pdh mcm ya ka mcm tok ka. xda guna bha. SAMPAH !!! ntah ey. bila kenang2, dri mula2 ku bgerek suma kua word sama. nyesal nyesal. PUTUS ASA KU MOK IDUP. bkan sbb putus cinta, bkan sbb kw. sbb ku ptus asa bila org kua word sama. aku putus asa!!

salah anggap

lawak bna ey. aha. ada la miak tek chat nan ku. plik2 jak d anta. anok blit punya pasal. mtak tlong org. ahah. kakya cek punya gmba, geng 3 line duhal. ahah. adoo. ku kaco slah org la. aha. ya jak la cta nya tek. huhu. mok pdh tkut nan mia ya, x juak. ku dulik pa. miak ya kaco dlok. mati sama mati la. ku pedulik pa. jgn jak nya crik ku. nya crik, crik la cia. huhu. x ku ksah. pdh geng mlayu, p ganas lu jak. ahah

10.55 am 8/10/10

NO IDEA !!! HILANG DHA IDEA. MAREK ADA BRANG MOK D TULIS. UGH!! STUK IN MY HEAD. LALALA 

apa mao tulis ow? hurm.

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