6.30 am 6/10/10

i'm not going to school. i'm sick. i sick of pretending. i sick of playing people's feeling. i'm soory. talking bout love. i don know shyt bout love. i love being love, being hug, holding hands w the guy i fall into. but somtymes, eventhough they say the love ue, i don even feel thats real. i love them. but just for a while. i'm soory, this is the real me. yes, i fall in love w them. but just for a while. cuz, i'm easy to fall in love n easy to feel freaking bored w somone. but i tried to fight the boredness. :) somtymes i can't. n i ask for breakup. i break up w them cuz, i don wanna played w their heart. somytmes, i ask n hard for me to let them go. shyt. i don no wat the hell i'm talking about. aha. i love them. yes i do. but, they make me bored of them. how come? ne boleh pdah. pke la. not bcoz of, they poor o somting. no. for me, that wasn't an excuss.