terorristcrew

i caught my eyes on this photo album. cus in it. there i memory between me n him. omg!! i love it. hoho. i thought he hate me, threw it way. but the truth is, when my frens check tru my pon, they ask the same q. 'ue still keep this pic' hey, what to say. the best memories evah!!! up to me. if cant, if i got so much money. i want the pics print out n put it into some album. evry tyme o evry sec i think o see the pic, it makes me happier. gosh i don noe y, but he's the first. he might think i talk shyt. but, the's the first. look tru my old pon, there's no my exs pic. but him, still. i cant get him out of my head. like a few hours ago, i see him smiling. coz of him, he makes my world more happier. but what the hell i break up w him. i broke his heart. i crushed his freaking heart. i had a crush on him. but, y it cant be stay love? coz of him, i cried. coz of him, i laugh. coz of him, i'm out of my mood. coz of him, i wait. coz of him, i feel the love he gave me. but y, him? i wish i never broke his heart. i think, hurm. hard for me to say. cuz, i hate myself coz broke his heart. jeez. i stiill love him. but y, i break up w him. if he's the one for me. he wait. if not, just risk the fact dat he's not the one. hurm. his picture, his smile, his way treat me, his way show me how he feel. i love him. y i cant get he out of my memories. in my head, only him. thinking of him. y i do those things to him. cut the fact, i still love him. if i said to him, no use oso bha. thats y started smoke. i cant stand my feelings towards him. huh!! he going to kchg tomorrow. i wish i can meet him. just for a while. a good luck hug. ugh!! i wish i can hug him. huh!! no words cant prove it.